| poo poo summer |
[Monday
June 11,
2007'''8;58pm] |
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today is sunday and kenny mel keri and i are all at mels house.
yeahyeahyeah we are going for icecream then to keri's house, and im sleeping in someone's backyard.
anyway, fun times this week.
i'll write more later or something.
penis.
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| summer summer summer nigger summer |
[Friday
June 8,
2007'''6;24pm] |
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So summer started and i'm finally home.
i pretty much couldn't be happier.
i got to see everybody which was real great.
kenny's done with school.
keri and mel are almost done.
kev's going to some sort of outward bound thing??
kinda gay, but he's going from like the end of june til the end of july.
i finally got to see keri too,
i missed her so much.:]
well i'm gonna go cuz im over mel's with keri, kenny, and mel.
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| So long and goodnight, So long and goodnight |
[Monday
June 4,
2007'''3;39am] |
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Well today i graduated from my junior year at The Deck House school in Edgecomb, Maine.
I'll definitely miss those guys.
Anyway, we all got stuff from our teachers and i got keir, karen, and nick's numbers.
Smoked some cubans, heard some music from chandler and sam, then we were out of there.
We hit the road and i fell asleep in the car for our three hour trip to boston,
where we found a sweet hotel overlooking the harbor.
My cousin and i went out at night and found this party on a yacht by the hotel,
so we crashed that shit.
afterwords, we came back in and i watched Underworld:Evolution and Slither on tv.
Long day, and tomorrow's really eventful too.
I <3 Boston.
I <3 Life.
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| And then there were 2.... |
[Friday
June 1,
2007'''1;41am] |
Today is June 1st, and i officially have TWO days left in maine.
had my second set of finals today.
spanish and poetry.
basically kicked their asses. especially poetry.
tomorrow i have algebra 2, which is my last final.
went over keir's today after finals, and chilled with him and karen.
kirby came over after a while and hung out too.
at around midnight, me, biez, kirby, and chandler snuck down to pels' little apartment all dressed in black, opened his window and started going to town on his ass.
it was so sweet.
as for tomorrow?
time to seal the deal on my algebra final.
the last piece of work in my junior year.
&imissher.<3333
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| And we lay, we lay together.... |
[Thursday
May 31,
2007'''2;53am] |
Well, i only have four days left up here in Maine before i head off to Boston.
Today we started off our finals.
I took care of the English and History ones.
Keir made sushi and steak for dinner, which was great.
Chilled with Keir at his house, with Karen.
Today also marked my one month with keri.:)
We've been making eachother smile alot for the last 30 days,
and i hope it stays like that for a long time.
<333.
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| Average school days are over.... |
[Tuesday
May 29,
2007'''9;30am] |
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So friday was our last real, full day of school, which made me pretty happy.
The weekend was alright. Went to see Xmen 3 on friday, and got to go shopping saturday.
Yesterday, we all just layed around being gay.
Today's monday, and Memorial Day.
We're going to a cemetary and shooting off some muscats to honor the veterans.
Then we have a free day once we get back.
Finals start tomorrow, and run til Thursday, so that's gonna blow.
Anyway, still pretty much just can't wait to get back to everyone, and I've been counting down the days every day.
5 days.
<3.
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| Another gay day... |
[Friday
May 25,
2007'''4;11pm] |
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So today's thursday, and we only have regular classes left tomorrow and monday.
Finals are tuesday-thursday.
Graduation is friday.
9 days.
I seriously can't wait.
Today was half a day just like every tuesday and thursday.
Had community service with Kirby, Pels, and Nick.
Went down to the cemetary to clean it up.
Real exciting.
Afterwards came back and i'm just sitting around now, getting ready to call Kenny and Keri.
There's not much you can really do up here anyway.
I get to talk to my friends, and smoke, and write.
Yeah...writing.
Like an old dream, i guess. It had been a while.
I picked the pen back up about a week ago.
It really has been long enough to where it felt like deja vu.
But it was good for me.
Healthy at the least.
Nothing else really going on tonight.
I guess we'll be eating dinner soon, and i'll be really happy to wake up tomorrow.
It will be my last weekend here.
I feel like next friday is the first day of the rest of my life.
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| It's been a while... |
[Friday
May 25,
2007'''4;26am] |
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So i haven't updated my livejournal in a long time.
I decided that i'd start it back up.
Anyway, school's been going ridiculously slow,
and i pretty much count down every single day with keri.
I've been missing her so much up here,
and i can't wait to see everyone's faces so soon.
i'm out of here in 9 days.
Tearing up philly with mike soon.
warped in august.
license in june.
i have so much good stuff coming up, i seriously can't wait.
today was just another day in the fucking woods.
gay shit.
finished up watching The Motorcycle Diarys today too. i love that movie.
Dyed my hair tonight. it really needed it. it had been like two months since i last did it.
lots of shit has gone on lately...
me,dom,kev,and kenny are all cool again after all the angel anathema bullshit.
most of us fucking hate julie haller.
she cheated on timmy with nick.
she's fucking scum the way i see it.
Got Stadium Aracadium too, great cd.
other then that not much more has been going on.
just anxious to get out of this place soon.
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| Can't you go any faster? |
[Monday
May 7,
2007'''1;29pm] |
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So I've been in maine for nearly a week now, in my last month,
And it's not going very fast.
I wish it would go real quick, so i could get back and see everyone.
I'm missing keri alot too up here.
Yesterday, me and tom flood took a bale of hay and gasoline and started a crazy fire behind the mod.haha
We went to Brunswick too earlier, which was cool.
We just walked around for a few hours so i got to go down the main street, and i stopped by a dunkin donuts, and bull moose.
Other then that, I've just been sitting around trying to make everyday go as quick as i can.
I miss my life...
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| Patience....both we and our words are overproduced by influence.... |
[Friday
May 4,
2007'''1;42am] |
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So alot has happened.
The break went really well, and i finally got to see alot of the faces that i've been missing.
i also got the chance to meet keri which was as cool as i expected.
That girl's very cute and fun, and i'm real glad i got the chance to meet her.
We hung out a few times and took to eachother pretty quick, cause we're going out now.
Anyway, on may 2nd i had to come back up to maine, and now i'm just waiting for the weekend,
counting down the days til i come home for good.
i really can't wait.
i'm not sure yet what we're doing this weekend.
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| I feel so close and yet I am so far... |
[Saturday
April 21,
2007'''12;50pm] |
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So today is Friday.
I'm pretty happy cause i'm coming home in five days.
I'm glad I made it to the weekend, cause it's like a straight shot from here.
Right now we're in lunch,so i only have two classes left before the week is over.
I think we're going to a golf driving range today, which pisses me off.
I'd much rather be going to the theater to see slither or something.
Or a mall. Just not a driving range...
eh,whatever.
I have no idea what we're doing tomorrow.
Tuesday,we're headed to Boston, Massachusetts and going to the boston aquarium. It should be sweet.
From there, my dad is picking me up in boston and we're gonna check out his college at northeastern,
and spend the night in the city.
Then wednesday morning we're coming back home.
As far as guitar goes, I had another lesson with peter that went pretty well.
The whole concept of reading music is kinda making sense, I can kinda start to see how things are tied together.
I also learning how to play almost all of "Ride The Wings Of Pestilence", and the intro to "The Body And The Blood".
I guess Kenny's meeting up with that Lindsay girl tomorrow. Hope that goes well.
I'm pretty excited to meet Keri when I come home too.
I honestly can't wait to be in my own state.
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| 1 More Week.... |
[Wednesday
April 18,
2007'''8;53am] |
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So today is Tuesday, and I'll be leaving here in seven days.
I'm very excited.
I have a guitar lesson today. yesterday I pretty much just sat around being lazy,
And getting my homework done.
I'm really pretty excited to see timmy, kenny, keri, mike, em, and like so many more people.
I want these six days to be crazy.
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| Two roads split off from here...... |
[Sunday
April 15,
2007'''11;37am] |
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So yesterday was pretty important.
I talked to kenny,dom,timmy,and kev all through kenny on the phone.
Basically,they went down the line saying how they felt about me and whether
or not they personally cared about me enough to let me back in the band
even if just to have me as a friend.
Kenny and Timmy basically said they'd do anything for me,
and Kev and Dom were very hesitant.
In other words,
I'm done with them.
I don't need to surround myself with people like that.
Anyway,last night I went to see Scary Movie 4 in Brunswick. It sucked.
Today, we're going to play paintball somewhere,then we're going to Paco's Tacos for dinner.
In other news,
I'm pretty good damn fast at Peter's major chord scale now,
And I've learned how to play the song Emily pretty good.
For all the things that you never ever told me.
For all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me.
For all the ghosts that are ever gonna haunt me.
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| The two weeks countdown... |
[Friday
April 13,
2007'''8;41am] |
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Ok so I'm coming home not tuesday,but the one after it.
Pretty exciting.
I haven't written for like a week,so let's see...
We went to the Portland mall a few days ago.
I bought a HIM poster and the Taste Of Chaos DVD.
I self taught and memorized the Aminor7th, Eminor7th, and Dminor7th chords on guitar.
I learned the intro for Emily and I Can Tell.
Had another lesson with Peter a few days ago.He taught me some chord patterns and the major note scale.
He wants me to get real quick at them before next week.
I started talking to a girl named Keri a few days ago.
She's really cool, and I definitely like talking to her.
We'll see where that goes when I come home.
Community service today,which sucks. Cemetary cleanup.
Tomorrow is the weekend and I can't fucking wait..
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| What is the point of lying in a comfortable position if you can't fall asleep in it? |
[Friday
April 6,
2007'''12;45pm] |
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So the last few days have been good.
My dad shipped my tv up to me a few days ago and I got it yesterday.
Started messin around with my ps2 again too.
I had another guitar lesson, where peter gave me some scales on the major notes and tought me the B7 chord.
I painted a picture for art,and christine saw it in my room. She says I have too much energy to be kept on a small piece of paper.haha
So she took me down to her art studio and got out about a 6 foot by 6 foot piece of paper and traced my body. She said she wants me to fill it in however i want over the weekend.
I'm not sure what she sees in me.
Poetry was fun today.
Jason like shit his pants because I rhymed "bell that rings or " with "that screech like tingle".haha
We listened to a documentary on the life and thoughts of tupac shakur on a tape.
It was incredible.
Anyway,I'm going to a charity event tonight for homeless kids in portland maine.
It's a play. it should be fun.
We got two new kids today too.
Chris and Sam.
Not bad.
Not best friend material.
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| Another day over yonder.... |
[Tuesday
April 3,
2007'''2;36pm] |
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The weekend was sweet.
We did some bad stuff outside every night and on saturday I tackled tom flood,
jumped up on the picnic table,and threw up all over it.
Then we went back inside,and watched The Cave and Corpse Bride.
Corpse Bride is probably like my favorite movie right now.
Saturday we all went shopping in Portland.
That was sweet,I bought the Number 12 cd,Nuclear. Sad. Nuclear.
Sunday was pretty lazy.
Today is monday,and we're just wrapping up the school day.
I had ham and cheese for lunch...it was good.
Finished up chapter five of my book on songs with single note melodies.
Now i'm on chapter six in regards to 7th chords. I'm messing around with the dominant ones right now, D7, C7, and G7.
Bustin out the PS2 after i get done with this algebra class.
I wish I could accept the fact that my friends want to talk to me and spit in my face at the same time.
Sadly,I don't see myself going along with that.
I'm like a cat without a mouse.
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| Back In Maine |
[Thursday
March 29,
2007'''9;20pm] |
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So i'm back up in maine for a month,and it's going well so far.
Back at home didn't end up great.
Most of the kids who are supposed to be my friends like fucking ganged up on me,
because i don't suck their dicks.
Whatever.
I'm not jesus.
I'll live my life.
For the sake of you.
For the sake of me.
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| This is the reason you're alone.... |
[Tuesday
March 20,
2007'''6;26am] |
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So I've been back at home for a few days now and haven't written in 5.
I haven't got much time to play guitar,with hanging out with everyone and all.
St. Patty's day on friday was great.
Went to backstage with Timmy.
Then he had to go home so me,mike,and jess all drove up to hayley meade's house for a party with like 20 kids.
longfoot was there,it was good to see him.
Same with jess maher.
Got destroyed,it was a great night.
Saturday night,went to see "The Hills Have Eyes" with Timmy,Kenny,Kev,and Mel. Great movie.
Slept over kenny's house.
Sunday and today,Monday,I just chilled at the house.
Oh,and friday I finally got my snake bites.:]
I was very happy how they turned out.Basically sex.
Anyway,tomorrow i'm heading to the mall for jeans.
Timmy or kenny might come too.
Oh,and timmy gave me my belated christmas present,which
is a scarf that i LOVE.:]
I broke it off with kayt about 3 days ago too.
I came to the conclusion that there's just no depth to that girl at all.
She's so goofy.
I dunno,she'd be cool as a friend,
but not as something more.
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| Open your note.... |
[Thursday
March 15,
2007'''6;47pm] |
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So today was easy.
Did the english final and was done with school at 1030 so i slept til 3
Went online for a bit and played the guitar like a mad man.
I swear it's my new drug now.
I pretty much know the A family like the back of my hand.
Today i went into the D family and pretty much already know that amazingly too,and the exercise that goes with it.
To cap off the day,I worked on the D family song, "Swing Low,Sweet Chariot" and already know it amazingly too.
I have down the A,D,E,G,C,F,and E minor chords.
Tomorrow I move into the C family.
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| It rains in heaven all day long... |
[Thursday
March 15,
2007'''9;21am] |
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So yesterday was pretty good.
Took the history final,then went back to bed for a bit.
When I woke up i went online for a bit,and watched toxic avenger with sam and allen.
pretty hilarious movie.
Later at night,I devoted like an hour and a half to guitar.
I basically became the man at the A Family,the A Family exercise,and Kumbaya.
I started up the section on the D Family(D,A,E minor,G), pretty much already dominated the chords,and the exercise that comes with it. I'll probably try out "Swing Low,Sweet Chariot" tonight,since i know all the chords for it.
I got alot of new music yesterday too. About 400 songs from Todd.
I got albums from Beck,Nine Inch Nails,Radiohead,and The Postal Service.
All pretty sweet,and alot of other jazz.
Math final in like ten minutes and i have no idea what's up this afternoon...
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